The beginning.

I have been snacking on almonds all morning and I just had a salad with grilled chicken (pictures here) for lunch. And all I've had is water today. So, snaps for me. And I'm going walking tonight with a friend. I got kind of snooty with the doctor I work for because she is tall and skinny and she was prancing around saying, "I'm getting cookies today. And I want Arby's!" and I was like I want to kill you. But that's illegal and I don't want Jude to live with any of the crazies of my family.

My sister texted me and told me to up the privacy settings on my blog if I didn't want Justin to read it. Well, frankly, I don't give a damn. We had the "if you find someone before things are finalized" talk. I just told him to not lie to me about it. I just want to know who is around our kid. And he says there is no one, but I'm pretty sure he's lying now. At this stage in the game, I have a full harvest of fucks that I am not giving. I am worried about Jude and his future/safety, and I am worried about me. God will get me to where I need to go. And I'm not going to be busting my ass to not have any fun.

So, day 1 of healthy, so far so good. I wish I had the money just to suck all the fat out. All I really want is a nap now.